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Wednesday, 19 August 2009
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Special - I Can Do It
We interrupt your usual broadcast of “Seasons of Love” with this
fillerspecial short story.NaggedPushed to inspiration by a few people whose identity should be relatively easy to decipher, this story is created as a complement to the I Can Do It campaign.Enjoy.
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Special – I Can Do It
Jhun Ao had never felt this weak in his entire life before. Every part of his body felt like it had been squeezed dry of his strength, and it seemed like there was a cloud of mist shrouding his line of sight. Pain crackled like lightning through every vein and vessel, causing him to fade in and out of consciousness as time passed.
A voice, mocking and proud, filtered through the haze that was in his mind, and as it continued to speak, the martial artist slowly regained clarity of his senses. Eventually, what was simply annoying, unintelligible sounds became clear, well-articulated words.
Unfortunately, it was still annoying as hell.
Jhun Ao opened one blackened eye to peer at the man speaking to him. He was, just as he suspected, completely unscathed, and even his expensive cloak seemed unblemished. He didn’t know why, but that pissed him off even more.
“Glad to see you’re back in the world of the living again, old friend.” Scylla Naight spoke disdainfully, his black eyes flecked with poison green gleaming with malicious delight. “Really, I was hoping you would be able to live through that.”
Jhun Ao said nothing, choosing only to glare at his former fellow disciple of the martial arts, now a terrifyingly powerful death knight who had the power to destroy and raise armies at will. It was his fault, Jhun Ao knew; that the red-haired Naight-once his closest friend-had become this monstrosity of nature.
When he was young and foolish, he had chosen the path of destruction and selfishness in order to triumph over Naight in a tournament to decide the title of ‘Strongest’ within his sect. Jhun Ao had learned a dangerous, evil set of techniques designed to tear the life out of the opponent through diabolical power, while inflicting as much agony as possible.
That was how Jhun Ao had been thrown out of his sect, and how Jhun Ao came to seek forgiveness and a new life under the banner and lordship of E’sul, the God of Wonders. Scylla however, had survived. Once a firm practitioner of the orthodox arts, once he’d been ravaged by the power of evil, Scylla came to the conclusion that true power had nothing to do with Good or Evil.
When they met again, both men had become incredibly different people; Jhun Ao a man dedicated to perfecting the art of unarmed combat and the Way of E’sul, while Naight became a death knight and walked a treacherous path, by serving different masters and overlords, drawing his power from all of them.
Of course, Jhun Ao considered it his responsibility to put Scylla-however forcefully- on the right path again, while Naight wanted the same thing for Jhun Ao. What both men thought was right, differed by miles.
Jhun Ao had struck first, his fist flashing out to smash Naight’s nose in, but the death knight covered himself in an absorptive shield of darkness. The ebony sphere exploded immediately, and Jhun Ao was sent flying through the air. Before he could even land on his feet however, Naight had drawn his huge greatsword from its sheath, glowing with necrotic power.
Jhun Ao tried to block it with his forearm-capable of blocking even a blow from an axe-but the next moment, he found his forearm dangling from his elbow, hanging by several muscles threads. The devastating energies unleashed when the death knight’s greatsword connected also ripped into him, and completely sapped Jhun Ao of all his strength and energy, leaving him a nearly armless mess of blood and dirt on the floor.
“That was fast,” Naight spoke scornfully as he lifted his greatsword to his lips and tasted the blood on his weapon. Immediately, he spat it out. “Disgusting. Women taste so much better.” He squatted down in front of his former friend, and glanced at him. “How do you feel, Jhun Ao?”
He answered him by spitting a mouthful of blood and saliva in his face, and Scylla sighed. He wiped off the life fluids with one gauntleted hand and allowed it to seep into his armour, feeding the malicious power within. “How typical. Could you not think of something more…creative?” The death knight sighed as he stood again. “Very well, then. A clichéd action requires a clichéd reaction in turn.”
Saying thus, the death knight swung his right booted foot forward, kicking him in the chest, and tearing a pained grunt from Jhun Ao. “Maybe I shouldn’t have hit you right at the start. Maybe then you would actually have had a chance.” Scylla laughed arrogantly.
“Oh Jhun Ao, my old friend, I perceive so much more in you.” The death knight smiled wanly at the pugilist, who simply rolled his good eye. Well, as much as he could anyway.
“You were always the brawny one, while I dealt with matters of philosophy and intelligence. Of course, that doesn’t seem to have changed; you still using all the muscles except the most important one.” Naight tapped the side of his head as he spoke. “But that’s the whole point, old friend. If I, the comparatively weaker one in terms of physical strength, could gain the power that I possess right now, imagine what you could gain!”
Jhun Ao gave him a look of disbelief. “You trying to get me to join you?” Scylla Naight continued speaking, his normal supercilious tone now slightly wistful. “Don’t you see? What power do you have walking this…Way that this man, whom we don’t even know truly existed, set hundreds and hundreds of years ago? What gain have you achieved?”
“You are serious about it.” Jhun Ao muttered incredulously to himself. Without warning, the death knight suddenly grabbed him by his shoulders, causing the pugilist to give a small cry.
“Look at you! Pathetic. Powerless. Weak.” Naight shook his head contemptuously. “All this sacrifice, all this giving of your time, your money, your efforts, your life,” The word was spat out, as if even speaking it sickened him. “All for what? Nothing!”
Jhun Ao said nothing.
Scylla lifted his hands to his sides, as if embracing heaven pouring down. “What sort of all-powerful being is he, when He has neither lifted His hand to protect the innocent or shielded the so-called ‘just’ from those they deem as ‘evil’?” The death knight spoke in such a manner that Jhun Ao knew he was referring to himself in both instances; when he had been nearly killed by Jhun Ao, and when he had begun his ravaging as a death knight.
Naight sneered. “I know the answer. You know it too.” The unarmed combat specialist tilted his head a little, but his lips remained sealed. “He is no such thing. Yes, this…being does have power, enough to strengthen the pesky Princes, the priests and the paladins who sell their souls to him. But he is the same; same as the Ludai, whose monks who forsake all desires and chant prayers, as the Aeiol, whose Blade-preachers who bring the Gift of Compliance with word and sword.”
Scylla’s voice never rose in volume, but the intensity within his usual laconic, condescending voice increased.
“He is the same as the Chaos Shadow whom you oppose: A mere being of immense but limited power, seeking worship of Himself and followers who do his bidding.” Naight declared to the skies, as if in open defiance of that which he was speaking to. The sky however, remained clouded and dark; no sudden shaft of light bursting forth, no thundering voice silencing the mocker.
There was nothing, and Jhun Ao could see that.
“I ask you this; why is it that here I stand, mocking everything that He is and has done, and nothing, nothing comes for me?” Naight shifted his stance to that of a nonchalant one, as if shrugging off the idea that there could be divine retribution. “Why is it that I am not struck down by holy lightning bolts, squashed by a giant hand or even combusting into flames spontaneously?”
Right at that moment, a familiar thunder of rhinoceros feet could be heard. Immediately Scylla whipped to his side, his left hand swiftly flashing upwards once. A soft smack could be heard, and Jhun Ao could see a throwing axe, caught in the palm of Naight’s hand.
“Did you think this would hit m-“ The death knight burst into flames as the throwing axe exploded into a burning inferno that only engulfed Naight. Yelling in surprise, the death knight stumbled backwards a few times.
He tumbled right into the path of the oncoming armoured rhinoceros. The beast slammed into him, and sent the death knight flying several metres away. A huge, muscular figure jumped off the animal, and ran swiftly towards Jhun Ao.
“I didn’t think it’d be you, of all people.” The martial artist grumbled, and Eann grinned.
“If you die, there’s no one to make me look good in an arm-wrestling match. Who else were you expecting?”
“Gaius. He’s a paladin, right?”
Eann paused. “…He has been stripped of his powers.”
This came as a minor shock to the martial artist, but Jhun Ao pretended not to care.
“He did leave a present for you though.” Saying thus, Eann presented Jhun Ao with a glowing gemstone of yellow citrine. “Not a good time for a proposal, Eann.” Jhun Ao deadpanned as he stared at the shiny bauble.
“Shut up.” Saying thus, Eann placed it on Jhun Ao’s head, and spoke the words told to him by the man who had given it to him. “In the Name of the Most High, I release the power stored within this object, to demonstrate and display the glory and grace of the Lord E’sul.”
Immediately the yellow crystal flared with light, and every wound on Jhun Ao’s body began to heal and close. His burns faded off, and the pain completely vanished. He and Eann stared in amazement as his nearly severed left arm began growing muscles, flesh and skin again, and within seconds, his arm had been restored to its original state.
“I never get tired of seeing it.” “Me too.” Jhun Ao concurred. Eann helped the martial artist to his feet, and when Jhun Ao stood to his feet, a recognizable figure reappeared in the distance, walking as if he was sashaying across a parade instead of walking towards the man who’d tried to break his face and the other man who just set him on fire with an enchanted throwing axe.
“That had a nice tickle to it, axe-wielder.” Naight sneered, referring to the enormous battle-axe upon his back. A black aura of demonic energy covered Naight’s entire body, showing how he managed to protect and heal himself from the flames. “But that hurt me less than what a scalding would be to you, fat man.” Eann bristled, but his eyes were fixed on the martial artist laughing beside him.
“I could put that arm back to what it was just now, you know.”
“Oh, you can’t. I used the same arm to parry your axe the last time we sparred, remember?”
“You want to try that again? I wasn’t using my full strength.”
“Later. First, I have to deal with this snake over here. He’s been speaking a lot of rubbish for awhile now.”
Eann began to reach for his enchanted double-bladed battle-axe behind him, but Jhun Ao stopped him. Instead, he stepped forward, and in front of the heavily armed and armoured warrior.
“You sure about this?” Eann asked, his tone a mix of amusement and curiosity.
Jhun Ao snorted, and his lip quirked upwards haughtily. Suddenly, an aura of orange light burst forth all around his body, and Jhun Ao’s normally curled hair straightened. Eann, an experienced veteran of battle, knew by instinct that his pugilist friend was now several times stronger than before. Then, before he vanished in a cloud of dust, blazing towards his enemy, Jhun Ao answered him.
“I can do it.”
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And there you have it.
For those expecting the chapter Summer, from the Seasons of Love series, apologies. I scrapped the previous idea, thanks to a friend of mine.
For those who wanted to know, it was originally just some random beach short story. Cheesy and boring.
Anyway, it's late I know, but at least I made it on time. Heh.
For those who want to know who Scylla Naight is, ask Tian Ann. He will gladly tell you how he wants to be a bad guy. who's actually not bad. Uhm, right. Lol.
Friday, 31 July 2009
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Seasons of Love – Spring
After two weeks (and a lot of writing), we have Part One ready for your perusal.
The extended time taken is justified; it is about four times the length of the Prelude.
An eight word summary of this? Well....
Would you like some CHEESE with your WHINE?
*winks*
Disclaimer and Warning: By continuing to read the story excerpt below, you agree that nearly everything here is original, and belongs to me. All characters are fictional (except for the ones I say are based on people), and any likeness or similarities are coincidences.******
Seasons of Love – Spring
The first thing she heard as she opened her eyes was the cheerful song of birds infusing the atmosphere as the light of the morning sun exerted itself over the gloomy dusk a few hours before. The sound of it gladdened her heart, for less than a fortnight ago the only audible thing that filled the air was the screeching of the cold biting wind. She had been unused to the frigid air of the wild grasslands of the temperate Alpsari, a land subject to the intense changes in the weather every season.
Fortunately for her, they had only been in the country for half a month before the freezing touch of winter left; leaving instead a soft caress of dew and lilting warmth. It wasn’t long before the reappearance of the sun brought back life as well; birds singing as if to celebrate the coming of the new season. Animals once deep in hibernation, now returned to fill their hungry bellies with food.
Raine had slept well the night before; the members of the group having decided to split up that night’s watch duty between W, Baen and Ephraim. This was mostly because the three men wanted to have an uninterrupted period of rest on alternate nights, and so had opted to split every third night’s guard duty just amongst the three of them, so that they didn’t need to do guard duty for the next two days.
Thanks to that, Raine had woken up to a beautiful morning, and as she was the first one to be up and about other than Ephraim-who had opted to take the last few hours of guard duty-decided to start the day afresh: By washing herself in a sparkling river of clean water she had spotted earlier in the day.
Interestingly, the rivers of Alpsari had no fish or any other living thing residing in it. Nobody was sure why, but there was a kind of mystical purifying sterility in the water that prohibited any sort of life from growing within. Yet the water helped to quench one’s thirst and was sweet on the tongue, and this made for easy access to drinkable water any time one was in Alpsari. Of course, finding fish to eat was a whole different issue.
The people of Alpsari made use of this water liberally. They drank it, kept it in jars and containers and never had to worry about it turning stale, and most of all, used it for washing. This applied to both clothing and humans, and as it turned out, the river came up to her neck; perfect for her.
While most people, especially in such cold temperatures would’ve preferred to have taken it slow, the Chiatze fighter couldn’t wait any longer. While she wasn’t particularly dirty, Raine hadn’t taken a proper bath in weeks. For most females, that was a horrifying thought. For Raine however, it was a regretful reality, but she still had to deal with it, as travelling together as a group in the middle of the cold winter usually meant that washing was impossible without turning into an icicle or getting hypothermia.
Throwing her clothes and a large towel onto a large rock, she leapt in, resisting the urge to squeal as the shock of the cold river coursed through her body. Her mouth clamped shut, and eventually, as she got used to the temperature, began to just paddle around for a little bit. She relaxed while marvelling at the crystal clear water of the river. When Raine looked down, she could see her own feet standing on top of the smooth, sandy riverbed.
Eventually, when she was done playing around and washing herself up, Raine got out of the river. She paused for a few seconds, enjoying the warmth of the sun upon her body. Slightly shorter than the average Chiatze girl, her towel easily wrapped about her tanned, voluptuous figure. Within a few seconds, she had dried her body with quick efficiency, and slid on her clothes; a leaf-and-wood toned set of padded shirt and leggings, as well a thick black belt around her waist. For footwear, she slipped on a pair of sandals.
Raine had just begun to rub her towel against her black, glistening tresses when the sound of a string instrument reached her ears. She paused, cocking her head as though it could help her hear better, and it did. A voice, singing in tune along with the music, came to her over in the air, and though it wasn’t clear, she recognised the voice immediately.
Wrapping her towel around her neck, Raine moved, her well-built legs solidly pumping their way towards the source of the music. As she did so, a gentle breeze gently stroked her face, and she revelled in its coolness of its touch. Within seconds, the tanned fighter had made her way up the small embankment that neighboured the river she had taken a bath in, and caught sight of the person from whom the music came from.
He himself sat on a small rise, dressed in a simple green shirt as well as navy blue trousers. In his calloused hands was a guitar, its condition painstakingly preserved despite their many travels. As Raine watched from a distance, the musician continued to play, fingers moving across strings surely and easily, producing sounds that put her heart at ease.
The man appeared to be the unassuming sort; his thick white hair unruly and ruffled by the wind, and his blue eyes seemed lost in a trance even as he played. The magic begun however, when he parted his lips, and began to sing.
Raine had definitely heard singers better than he was; in both vocal technique and the voice quality. But there was something about him that was more than just talent; a quiet powerful sensation seemed to have blended in with his voice, creating a raw yet touching baritone-bass that made others fall silent and listen.
When he played and sang, something divine filled the atmosphere.
He first began by simply vocalizing; like wordless soft flames stirring the air, fully in synch and tone with the beautiful strains of music he played on his guitar. Raine resisted the urge to close her eyes, and let be snatched away by the power behind the music, knowing that she could enter into a mild daze if she wasn’t careful.
After him doing so for a few seconds at a time, Raine felt the music changing as though it was beginning to shift into something new. From solemn strength filling the air, it changed to an upbeat drizzle of sound. The music felt like the rising of the sun and a seedling bursting forth from the soil, his fingers plucking select notes from his guitar. The Chiatze girl found herself tapping her feet in time with the beat, and she stopped herself. For two seconds; then she carried on.
Frost let it go
your time its long gone
Together with the snow
The rivers again flow
waters of life
O my friend don’t you knowIt’s time to wake
No time to waste
It’s time to live
O come awake nowThe words were simple and lyrical, and Raine found herself smiling even as she heard him sing. Judging by his earnest trepidation, she could tell that it was a new song that he was not used to yet. Still, the woman enjoyed hearing him sing, and continued listening when he broke into the chorus.
The Light it blooms
breaking through the clouds
And it’s so beautiful
that even the birds sing aboutThe Morning looms
dancing stars run out
And it’s so wonderful
that even the rocks sing aloudThe song was apt, thought Raine, even as he sung the chorus again. The cold season was gone and a fresh new start had come to the land; where life seems to have taken over where ice and snow once left emptiness and death. She was beginning to enjoy the song more when the musician, in experimenting with the tone of its chorus, had reached a little too high, and his voice cracked.
Almost immediately the music stopped, and silence very quickly blanketed the area. Raine’s reverie broke, and she blinked several times in stupefaction, before she realised she was just standing there staring slack-jawed at the white-haired guitar player.
He, of course, had noticed her by now. His cerulean eyes stared in her direction, and he gave a slightly bemused expression at her presence. “You’ve been standing there for quite awhile, haven’t you?” He called out with a smile on his face. The Chiatze fighter felt her face begin to flush, and quickly yelled back.
“Well, long enough to hear that!” She retorted, her stance incredibly defensive. “What were you trying to do, imitate a mouse squeaking?” This time, it was his turn to blush. He shrugged once, and smiled sheepishly.
“Maybe?”
Raine couldn’t help but smile, but she quickly schooled it into a haughty expression as she stiffly walked over. As she walked, her hands reached behind her head, tying her thick black hair into a ponytail, before sitting down beside him.
Gavyn Gairn lifted his hand, and greeted her loosely. “Good morning.” His clear blue eyes remained on her, and feeling slightly uncomfortable under his gaze, she rolled her eyes. “Good morning? What was that? You scare every single creature living here off with that horrible screech of yours and all you can say is ‘Good morning’?” The bard scratched his head awkwardly and chuckled nervously.
“Sorry,” He pleaded, and Raine cut him off with another barb. It was a daily routine of sorts for the both of them, her poking fun and scolding him for all sorts of unimportant things while he simply laughed and apologized when he felt the need to. She was being tart, that she knew, but Gavyn was so fun to be with that she couldn’t help but be that way with him.
“Seriously,” She shook her head as she crossed her arms under her breasts. “The composer of that song must be screaming out for a mage to reanimate his corpse to choke the life out of you.”
At this Gavyn’s lips turned slightly upward. “Well, that’s not possible.” Raine blinked, a little confused at his reply. “Why’s that?” The bard’s smile widened.
“I just wrote that song.”
Raine opened her mouth to throw a jibe at him, but after a while realised that she didn’t really have anything to say. For a song that had been composed on the spot, she thought it was pretty good, and personally had nothing to say.
She was saved however, by a bestial roar that nearly deafened the both of them and made her knees weaken. A grizzly bear, probably just awakened from hibernation and searching for food, now stood a mere twenty to thirty metres away from the two of them. She was completely unarmed while Gavyn only had his guitar.
In other words, the both of them were probably going to get eaten. Even so, both did not realise that the bear had been attracted by the song earlier on. Now that music no longer occupied its mind, food did. That was probably what the two of them were to the grizzly as it roared once again and charged, a rippling mass of fur, muscle and claws hurtling through the air. Raine, trained fighter that she was, immediately called for the bard to get behind her and run for help. She on the other hand, ran towards the oncoming beast.
Most people would have quailed and run, their minds long ago resigned to the fact that there was no way they could survive against a hungry, adult grizzly bear, let alone completely unarmed.
Raine however, had only one thing in her mind.
Keep Gavyn safe! That single train of thought repeated in her head over and over again. There was no space for anything else in her mind; only that he would suffer no harm. She sprinted towards the grizzly, keeping her breath steady and entering into a state of intense focus until her mind was clear.
No sun. No grass. No earth. Such was the concentration of the Chiatze fighter that everything unnecessary had been blanked out; her eyes fixed upon the target that she was rushing towards.
No exhaustion. No pain. No fear. Raine Orealis now only saw, felt, smelt and heard Gavyn and the grizzly. All other things were irrelevant; not the protesting muscles of her body, not the breath in her lungs, not the constant screaming in her mind that there is no way you can face this you will die you will die you will die; no, Raine Orealis was no longer a thinking, feeling human being.
She was now a weapon. Weapons only killed, maimed or subdued. There was nothing else for her.
What seemed like a long time in her perception was only bare seconds in reality, and suddenly the huge paw of the grizzly appeared before her face. The grizzly was fast for an animal of its size, and many who underestimated the creature's alacrity paid for it with their lives.
A weapon did not underestimate, nor did it over-esteem its foe. It simply strove to overcome the enemy and protect its master. Raine swayed backwards immediately, feeling a gust of wind pass over her face as the bear barely missed smashing her head off.
Raine reacted, using the slight opening to deliver a desperate flurry blows into the bear's chest, using every bit of strength and every ounce of speed she still had within her. Loud thuds resounded as her strikes found their mark, and for a brief moment, Raine believed she had the upper hand.
But punches that would have broken a man's face and kicks that would have cracked a strong man's ribs did nothing but irritate the enormous carnivore. The bear roared, and returned a backhanded swing that Raine, in middle of throwing a punch, was helpless to avoid.
Just as a weapon could kill, maim or subdue, a weapon could also break.
Its thick left forearm caught Raine in the chest, and the immense force behind it caused her to black out for a few moments. When she regained consciousness, Raine found herself in the air, several feet off the ground. Reflexively, she shifted into the safest position she could get into to minimise the impact, and the second she did so, slammed into the ground.
She was alive, and miraculously no bones had been broken, judging by the relative lack of pain in her body. Raine had broken quite a few of them before, and she knew all too well how it felt like. Still, the impact had taken the breath and wits out of her, and as she struggled to regain both of them and stand, the bear rushed towards her.
She watched as the large grizzly lumbered towards her, its face a terrifying visage of fury and rage. In her dazed and weakened state, Raine could only sit and stare dumbly as death in animal form raced towards her, jaws opening wide to rip her throat apart.
Several metres away from her, the bear's face suddenly exploded in blue flames, and the grizzly reared backwards in agony. Turning around, Raine saw Gavyn with his right arm extended, hand open and empty, as if he had just thrown something at the creature. With a flash, she recalled that the bard often carried a pouch of explosive powder with him, usually to perform some sort illusion or trick in his performances. Judging by the amount of flames licking away at the grizzly's face, she guessed that Gavyn had used the entire pouch in one throw.
As the bear continued to flail about in pain, Gavyn walked coolly towards Raine and the bear, stopping only when he was several paces away from the bear.
“Get away from her, you mad bag of fur, or I'll turn your skin into a new set of boots.” Gavyn Gairn spoke quietly, but his words were filled with enough menace that even the bear stopped thrashing, and met the steely blue-eyed gaze of the bard.
The bear growled once, and then moved in the direction of Gavyn, who stood still while staring down the grizzly. Raine, still affected by the blow and subsequent impact, remained helpless as she watched the great carnivore approach Gavyn.
Move! Please, move! She railed at her body, but the most she could do was to lift one shivering arm uselessly off the grass. While stronger than the average woman or man, every human body had its limits, and this was where she had met hers.
Her eyes wet with tears of frustration, Raine watched as the massive bear reached Gavyn, and stood on its hind feet. Gavyn, only slightly taller than the shorter-than-average Raine, barely reached its mid-riff. The fearsome beast roared once more at the puny figure obstructing his way and raised its enormous paw above its head, preparing to tear off the white-topped head of the bard in front of him.
Music suddenly burst forth from Gavyn’s guitar as he gave the strings a hard strum, while he sang, his usually laconic tone suddenly filled with strength and conviction. The chords were simple, but there was a divine power behind the music and bolstering his words:
E’sul is my Guard
and my Protection;
Whom shall I fear? Whom shall I fear?
He is the Preserver of my Life;
Whom shall I fear? Whom shall I fear?The bear suddenly halted, rooted to the spot in an uncomfortable position. Gavyn continued singing, his voice increasing in volume and strength as he sang the chorus repeatedly. As he did so, the grizzly’s struggles gradually weakened, seemingly restrained by a tightening pair of enormous unseen hands.
Raine watched in silent amazement as the power of the song flowed from Gavyn, and washed over her. Where her chest and abdominal muscles once burned with pain, back aching from the force of her fall, they now were soothed, as if healing ointment was rubbed all over. Energy returned to her limbs, and her addled mind regained its focus.
Eventually, the grizzly stopped moving, its baleful black eyes now dull. Raine stood to her feet once her full strength returned to her, though she wasn’t sure if she could move just yet. There was no pain, even when out of her state of intensified focus, but she wasn’t sure if she wanted to risk adding more injuries just yet.
What she saw in the next moment made her throw that out the window immediately. Gavyn’s voice and playing remained steady and filled with power, but his legs stood unevenly, and rivulets of perspiration, even though it was still in the cool morning, streamed down the side of his face incessantly. It was clear that the bard could not keep this up for much longer.
Without hesitation, Raine looked around her for a solid object; anything hard that could be used for a weapon, and found a smooth stone slightly larger than her fist, only a few inches away from her. She quickly snatched it up in her hand.
Summoning every bit of strength she had in her powerful legs, Raine burst forward. Moving as fast as she could, she flashed towards Gavyn, her feet kicking up clumps of earth as she sped towards the motionless bear.
Two paces away from Gavyn’s back, Raine shifted her body’s movements. She transferred the immense momentum built up in her sturdy leg muscles up into her equally solid right arm, and hurled the rock with everything that she had.
The rock, thrown with all the force Raine possessed and empowered by the divine strength that Gavyn brought upon his friend, rocketed forward so quickly that all Raine and Gavyn saw was it disappearing from her hand.
A split second later, the stone was completely embedded into the paralyzed grizzly’s skull. The resounding crack it made caused Gavyn to stop playing, and both bard and bear fell over at the same time.
Fortunately, while the grizzly collapsed onto the floor, Gavyn fell nicely into the arms of Raine, who was just in the right place to catch him. “Got you,” Raine smiled at the tired bard, and Gavyn answered her with a tired but grateful one of his own. She slowly set him down on the grass, making sure the ground below had no rocks or hard objects of any sort. When that was done, she sat herself done beside him, and gave the bard a critical look.
“Are you okay?” “You alright?”
Their voices cancelled each other out, and both of them flushed before pausing to see who would wait for each other. Unsure who would speak first, Gavyn motioned for Raine to begin, and she nodded, her tanned face still a little bit pink.
“Um, how are you feeling?” Raine ventured, her dark eyes shyly scanning the bard’s face. Gavyn shrugged in reply. “A little light-headed, but I suspect I’ll be okay after awhile. What about you? I think that bear struck you pretty hard, judging from how far you flew when you got hit.”
Raine developed an uncomfortable look on her face, and looked down at herself uncertainly. While her body seemed to still be functioning fairly well, Gavyn was right. A direct blow from a grizzly usually killed people or at least seriously injured them. No matter how strong she was, there was no way for her body to have survived something like that, let alone escape unscathed.
“Let me take a look.” When Raine gave him a questioning look, Gavyn explained. “I learnt a little bit about mending bones; while I may not be able to fix it completely like a true healer can, I can help you set any broken bones properly and help you increase the rate of your healing.” The battle-experienced Raine already knew how to deal with broken bones, but seeing earnest he was to help, allowed him to check her body.
Instantly Gavyn went to work, his face fixed in a mixed expression of worry and concentration. Raine, wanting to tell him not to worry, and yet oddly pleased by Gavyn’s show of concern, simply observed him as he examined her body for possible internal injuries. When he checked her ribs, the most probable place for any internal or serious injuries, the bard’s face looked slightly puzzled.
“This is...amazing,” Gavyn’s tone was filled with awe and astonishment as his skilled fingers pressed lightly along her ribcage as he faced the black-haired fighter. “Raine, your body...it’s in perfect condition! There’s no way it should be, but it is! There’s no injury whatsoever!” Gavyn’s beautiful blue eyes shone with wonder, and Raine suddenly found that it was a little harder to breathe.
“W-well…it obviously is! A-and besides, what do you mean by that?” Raine stuttered as she fought, her eyes narrowing in mock indignation, and her tone became suspicious. “Why, did you want me to get hurt?” Hearing thus, Gavyn protested immediately, his voice going into his usual whine. “No, of course I didn’t!”
Raine gave him an unconvinced look, and snorted. “You sure sounded like you wanted me to.”
At this, Gavyn’s tone changed, his anger suddenly coming to fore. “No, I did not, Raine! When I saw you get hit by the bear, I thought you were dead! You have no idea, Raine Orealis, how I felt when I saw you get knocked aside like you were some child’s doll!” Gavyn’s shaggy ashen hair fell over his face, shrouding his eyes in shadow.
“Before I saw you get up, I thought you were dead! Do you know how the mere thought of that makes me feel? Do you realise that in mere seconds, my world fell apart when I saw the beast strike you, and put back together again when I saw that you still lived?” He lifted his head a little, and Raine saw that his eyes, once bright like the afternoon sky, were now clouded with deep, unfathomable emotions.
“You...pain me, Raine. Going ahead and leaving me behind like that, getting hit by the grizzly like that, saying things like that...it hurts, Raine.” Gavyn turned his face away, and instantly Raine was contrite, her heart feeling uncomfortably tight. She had no idea the bard felt this strongly for her. While she was instantly regretful about the things she said to him, somehow knowing that he was this concerned for her made her happy.
“I’m...sorry, Gavyn. ...I didn’t mean it like that, you know?” The pony-tailed Raine bit her lip as she spoke, not sure how he would react to his words.
Much to her relief, the bard simply smiled, and all the unhappiness on his face had vanished. “It’s okay. I’m just immensely glad that you’re safe.” Raine inwardly breathed out, cheered that Gavyn wasn’t too angry with her. They remained like this for the next few seconds in a comfortable silence, until Raine realised something.
“Uhm, Gavyn? Your hands are still on my....”
Almost immediately Gavyn yelped, and pulled them back, as if he had just touched a bonfire. “I’m sorry! I didn’t realise...I...” He apologized profusely, and Raine, her blushing face mirroring Gavyn’s own reddened countenance, tried to laugh it off so as not to make things even more awkward for the both of them.
“No no, it’s nothing.” Raine waved her hands dismissively. “I guess you wouldn’t have needed to check if I hadn’t been so useless at protecting you.” She gave a small twisted, rueful smile as she looked away from him. “Besides, I know you wouldn’t try anything funny with me. My body’s unwomanly and unattractive; not slim like Fayth’s or Elynn’s anyway.” She flexed her right arm twice for emphasis and laughed again, ignoring the old bitter stab of self-loathing somewhere within. She knew better than to believe things like that, but then her guard was down.
A warm, calloused hand suddenly took her outstretched right, surprising her. Unsure of what Gavyn was trying to do, she met his gaze, and found the normally mild Gavyn staring at her with a pensive look on his face.
“…Gavyn?” Raine asked, a little uncertain about what he was trying to do.
“You’re not…”Gavyn spoke, his voice trailing off before picking up again. “You’re not useless, Raine. Your speed and strength is something that I admire, and something that all of us-not just me-needs. And at the end of the day, I wasn’t the one who got himself hurt because I tried to protect someone. I wasn’t the one who managed to kill the bear. I wasn’t the one who ensured that I’d be there to catch anyone who fell.” Gavyn paused for additional emphasis, before he continued.
“You were.”
Her face beginning to heat up again, Raine tried to speak; to brush it off or even say a word of thanks, but Gavyn cut her off by maintaining a firm but gentle hold on her hand. Bringing it up to her face, Gavyn turned her hand over and back again, as if examining something extremely rare and precious to him. He carried on this way for a nearly a minute or so, and Raine knew he was simply gathering his thoughts.
“Again you are ignorant.” The bard finally spoke, his voice soft yet affectionately reproving. “Or perhaps you are being wilful. But if I have to remind you over and over again, I will.” He began stroking her warrior’s hand with his fingers, and spoke again. “There is nothing that is unwomanly or unattractive about you, Raine. This,” He lifted her hand slightly to indicate what he was talking about. “Was crafted by the same Hand that created the two you mentioned, and every other woman on this planet is the same.”
“Again you have no idea, Raine.” The Proskunei Song-Marshall continued on, his sapphire-like eyes gazing at her with deeply set emotions that she couldn’t identify, couldn’t understand why they made her heart suddenly tighten. “Of how lovely you are; of how it’s not just about how you look, but how you live your life. If you cannot believe completely that you are the beautiful woman that I say you are, at least trust the One who sculpted your every feature. He made you wondrously; and calls you His Beautiful Beloved.”
“Again you do not see, my dear, foolish girl.” Gavyn smiled wistfully, and she found herself drawing closer to the white-haired man. “You are immensely attractive to me, so much so that I find myself wondering how I can forbear from reaching out to you, from rashly entering into something...deep without knowing E’sul’s will for us.”
Gavyn lifted his fingers and drew back a stray lock of hair that had fallen over her face earlier during the fight with the grizzly. But his hand remained there, behind her ear, as if beholding a work of art by the greatest artist in the world. Raine, much to her discomfiture, found herself unconsciously leaning against his warm, rough fingers.
“Not only am I pulled to your outward beauty that these weak, human eyes of mine can only see, but something within you draws me closer; your passion for the glory of E’sul, your fire as you live your life out, your dedication to love others and to raise up the younger Followers of E’sul...They inspire me, Raine.” He chuckled, his laughter like the trickling of a stream. “You inspire me. Besides, it’s not as if anyone will look the way they do in about fifty years time, when you and I’ll be well past seventy.” He paused, as if considering something important, before he quipped.
“Although my hair will probably stay the same, unless of course, it turns black...”
Raine giggled at the mental image his words formed in her head, and the two enjoyed a short moment of quiet laughter together. What Gavyn said next however, nearly caused her heart to jump out of her chest.
“But I know that even then, I’ll still be deeply, intensely attracted to you.”
He said the words very simply, without flair or drama like how a certain paladin friend of theirs probably would, and yet it stilled the air around them, as if he’d just spoken a word of prophecy. Raine would be having goosebumps if not for the fact she was feeling incredibly happy, touched and embarrassed at the same time.
Being this close to Gavyn, with her face-now the shade of a rose-enjoying the feel of his well-worn hand, also pricked something deep within her. All of a sudden, her vision seemed to narrow, and all that her senses could perceive was Gavyn Gairn; his kind face all of a sudden dangerously close, their noses not that far away from each other. At this distance, she found herself falling through the skies that were his eyes, and slowly, but steadily, she felt the both of them begin to shorten that already small gap even more.
As they did so, she heard a trio of small whispers in the hazy background. At first she thought nothing of it, but her warrior’s senses naturally heightened, and immediately she could hear what the three were repeating over, and over again.
“Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!” The three excited voices grew louder and louder, and as they did, they became more and more familiar. Raine quickly snapped herself out of her reverie to stand up, and glare in the direction from which it came from.
Several feet away from them, hiding behind what was probably the only bush in a hundred-foot radius, hid the three men who had been gleefully watching the couple. Raine’s eyes narrowed lividly, and she managed to make out who the three of them were.
Baen, W and Gaius, having realised that they’d been heard, stopped chanting. It was too late for them, of course. Raine’s face was a swirling maelstrom of varying emotions, from embarrassment at being seen, to anger at the three for their interruption, to regret at not being able to finish what she and Gavyn had nearly begun, and finally mortification when she realised that all three emotions meant she was very, very much enraptured by Gavyn. Anger quickly took over, especially when she saw that Gavyn’s head looked very much like a round brick with snow on top.
“...You voyeurs.” Raine growled, her eyes now blazing augurs of black coal. “I see you really want to die that much, huh?” The three of them stood up slowly, as if being approached by a wild and very dangerous animal.
Like a bear, thought W. Then his eyes caught sight of the dead grizzly, and he shook his head. Nope. Worse. Much, much worse. She’s learnt quite a lot from Daia. Her intent to kill is quite scary.
“No, not really. We just thought we’d, you know, push you two along for a little bit.” Baen explained, as though he’d just been caught sneaking muffins from the oven, rather than watching and then ruining Gavyn and Raine’s private moment, and in the process giving Raine very, very violent tendencies towards the three of them.
“...I think she’s angry.” Gaius quietly pointed out to his friends, and Raine’s eyebrow twitched, but said nothing.
Instead, she picked up a stone.
“Ah.” W said as he saw Raine turn her burning gaze on them again. “Shall we run?” He asked his friends, and the two of them gave her a quick glance. “From the Bear-killer?” Gaius, ever the wordsmith, worsened the situation. The two of them didn’t even wait for him when a stone suddenly flew between their faces.
They ran, and the Chiatze warrior easily chased after them, screaming threats and various ways and means she would turn them into food for her dinner tonight. They trampled the grass beneath their feet as they did, and after they had all left, continued to grow, without ceasing and with strength, in the growing heat and light of the afternoon sun.
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This is almost fresh from the oven. There's still a lot of mistakes, and I'll come back to work on it a little, but that's about the gist of it.
First things first.
All 'girlfriends/wives/boyfriends/husbands' are merely hypothetical personifications of 'the One for Them'. That means, if Junhao is fated to marry a girl named...Lucy. Uhm, right. Then 'Jasmeen Llannon' will actually be 'Lucy'.
Understood? Good. I don't need any scandalicious material (created by myself, no less) used against me.
'Spring' was a wonderful opportunity for me to explore Gavin's character. I've never written about him before, considering that he always gets shafted due to his being a bard, whose combat abilities are probably...none. Yeah, he kinda failed in the choice of classes because he didn't choose first.Gavin probably wanted to be a different sort of character, but I wanted some uhm, diversity amongst the characters. What's the point of having two assassins anyway?. And so, he's a bard.
However, it turns out he has a Crowning Moment of Awesome anyway, and with the ability to bind the enemy and heal and strengthen your friends just by jamming, he becomes extremely crucial for any group of friends. Praise is Power, indeed.
Fact: Gavin's first answer to the 'Would you like a girlfriend' question I posed was: "Yes. I want a mermaid."
After I knocked some sense into him verbally, without even stating the problem with mermaids or worse, he decided to not go for Ariel per se, and head for Wonder Woman territory. ...Right.
Thus, Raine Orealis was born: warrior girl who's tough enough to fight a bear unarmed and unarmoured. Not even Xena could do something like that, though her chainmail bikini doesn't really seem like armour anyway...Oh well. The whole insecurity issue also comes with the girl.
Actually, not just her. All through my life (well, just since fourteen), I've seen plenty of beautiful and pretty girls I've known all suffer from it some time or another. It's as if there was a massive, gender-only curse upon the entire species of females in particular. It doesn't matter if there's actually someone out there who is absolutely bonkers about her. It doesn't matter if there's a perfect GOD out there who made her with His own hands. No, she's not pretty at all, and she has to resort to all sorts of terrible things to make herself secure. Example: Sleeping with a different guy every night, forcing herself to not be herself, terrible habits that harm her body.
Sigh.
Raine naturally has it, because let's face it: with nearly everyone praising the hotness of Megan Fox and before that, Angelina Jolie, every girl out there without their sort of figure and face will think that nobody will want someone like them, despite there being at least 5 guys and a God out there who thinks she's the coolest thing since uh...cheese. Yeah.
Note to self: I need to read more kissing scenes. It got unbearably hard in the emotionally intense moment because...well, it's all very new to me, and usually it's my emotions and imagination drives my writing. It's kinda like watching a horror movie without the music and then the ghost; every five minutes I had to stop and wonder, how in the world does Raine feel at this point? What about Gavin? Wait, what the heck am I even writing?
Seasons of Love - my hardest project yet.
Sunday, 19 July 2009
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Seasons of Love - Prelude: Bird-Watching
Finally. After like, months of wasting time, writer's block and distraction, here is the first part to my latest project. I'll probably add part by part every week or so (hopefully) or even sooner, depending on God's will for me to be inspired (yeah. I don't depend on muses; the Holy Spirit is a lot more reliable).
So here it is. Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls; enjoy.
Disclaimer and Warning: By continuing to read the story excerpt below, you agree that nearly everything here is original, and belongs to me. All characters are fictional (except for the ones I say are based on people), and any likeness or similarities are coincidences.
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Seasons of Love - Prelude: Bird-watching
“This is boring.” Eann sighed as he leaned back against the large oak tree they were sitting under. The Chiatze warrior looked up, staring at the rays of sunlight filtering through the tree’s leaves, and let out another breath of dismay. Beside him, his brother Barak and Jhun Ao said nothing, but their glum expressions revealed their silent agreement.
It wasn’t too hot that day, especially since they were well out of the tropic regions of South Ayseia, and approaching the mystically temperate Elven Evergreen; the vast forested land where the Elven dwelt and home to Kyer, half-Elven princess. Still, after several adventures, a short peaceful stay in a small quiet town near the Elven Evergreen was hardly exciting, even though it was rather relaxing for the three Chiatze men.
Still, they were mostly men of action, and Jhun Ao, feeling restless, pushed himself from his sitting position several steps forward, his slanted eyes peering into the distance. The Lowe brothers gave his back a single glance, and went back into their slumped stupor. A few seconds later, Eann moved to sit beside him, wondering if Jhun Ao was going to do or say something entertaining.
He was not disappointed. Suddenly, the pugilist elbowed Eann in his side, and nodded towards something in the distance. “Now that’s a pretty lady.” Jhun Ao said, his head nodding approvingly, a cheeky smile on his face. Eann raised an eyebrow quizzically, before trying to see the girl-in-question.
“Which one are you referring to?” The warrior asked Jhun Ao, and the curly-haired man pointed her out with his right index finger. “That girl; the exotic one with the slightly browned hair, in between those two girls-you see her?” Eann peered along the line of his outstretched hand, and a split second later, caught sight of the three women, who seemed to be out buying things from the merchants, who he was looking at.
The warrior grinned, and chuckles. “Well, she’s rather pretty I’ll agree, but I prefer the girl next to her.” Now it was Jhun Ao’s turn to raise an eyebrow, and he turned to Eann with a serious expression on his face. “Is it the one on her left or her right?” The bigger man replied immediately. “The one of her right, of course.”
“Hm. So you like black-haired girls then?” Jhun Ao ventured, and Eann nodded. “I like Chiatze girls.” The pugilist snorted. “Oh really? What about Oasian girls? Weren’t you planning to find one in Oasia?”
Eann shrugged, and Jhun Ao rolled his eyes skeptically. “I guess you prefer the kind that’s sexy and of mixed descent then, Jhun Ao?” The former monk nodded, his gaze transfixed on the gorgeous olive-skinned girl, who had draped a chocolate brown shawl over a revealing top that exposed her slim shoulders. “Don’t you think she’s really…hot?”
At that, Eann gave him a curious look. “Hot? No, she doesn’t appear to be sweating.” Jhun Ao gave him an exasperated look, and explained: “No, I meant that a girl with that sort of appearance makes me feel…hot under the collar. Yes, that’s what I mean.” The big Chiatze warrior gave him an even more quizzical look, confusion evident on his face. “But you’re not sweating, aren’t you?” Jhun Ao’s expression darkened, and Eann laughed, his ploy having worked.
“Yes, yes, I know exactly what you mean.” Eann nodded. “But that girl over there,” He paused, his eyes gazing at the raven-haired girl, dressed in relatively expensive clothes, that while was modest in nature, did much to show off her figure. “Still is my favorite sort of woman.”
Before Jhun Ao could ask him how he knew she was his type, Barak suddenly piped up beside Jhun Ao, and asked “Who is still his favorite girl?” The two men then explained to him what they had been speaking about and pointed out the three women walking together, and Barak’s face became slightly annoyed.
“So, what kind of woman do you prefer, Barak?” Jhun Ao asked, mischief gleaming in his small eyes. Barak gave him a dark look, before giving his answer, his voice dripping with sarcasm. “Well, I like the brunette, Elysian lady in the green dress beside your favorite, Jhun Ao. I think she’s really good-looking and attractive.” The two of them nodded in unison, and Eann asked his brother with a smile on his face: “Why? I thought you liked all women.”
The usually flirtatious mage shrugged, his well-built frame showing itself under his robes. “I still do, it’s just that this girl’s got my attention much, much more than all the others. After all, I think she’s prettier than two you picked. Nice tanned skin, a better figure, and definitely much better dressed, in my opinion.” Barak boasted, and the other two bristled.
“Hey, at least the two of them didn’t paint their faces as much as yours does.” Jhun Ao pointed out, and Barak paused for a while. “So? It’s not like she gets uglier with it. She actually looks better even.” His warrior brother however, spoke up.
“Remember what Baen spoke about the last time? ‘Natural beauty is the best.’ I really don’t think she meets that criteria.” Jhun Ao quickly followed up before Barak could reply. “Besides, that’s exactly my point! If she needed to use make-up, wouldn’t that mean her looks wasn’t enough?”
Barak blinked, before answering, this time a little more hesitantly. “Well, maybe she suddenly had a small facial problem or maybe she didn’t have enough sleep for the past few nights, and she wanted to just cover up the exhaustion. Besides, it’s not like those two didn’t wear any; just not as much. Why can’t we touch up a few items if that can highlight and bring out the beauty of something?” The other two men paused, their minds trying to absorb this piece of information from the more artistically-minded mage, and Barak continued.
“I mean, so long as the person is not reliant on something like that to give her confidence about her looks, or finds her security in that, and not E’sul’s masterly handiwork, I think it's perfectly fine and feminine.” Barak shrugged.
“But what’s this anyway? Why are we doing comparisons of beauty? Wasn’t there some verse in the Text Divine that all creation, ‘Body and soul, t’was wonderfully made’? Everyone should be beautiful, right?” Jhun Ao nodded but pointed something out: “Hey, it was you who made the comparisons in the first place; we all just mentioned what we liked about those girls.”
“But don’t you think that is what’s strange? Though everything and everyone is supposed be beautifully and wonderfully created, we all have different views and ideas of beauty. Why is that?” Eann asked, his hand reaching to scratch his armpit. Jhun Ao gave him a disgusted look while Barak qualified: “E’sul created us all differently; each of us a unique individual. Wouldn’t it be difficult and boring if every one of us liked exactly the same thing?”
There was a small pause, and the three of them imagined every single male in Naekalture fighting over a single girl. They burst out in chuckles, and Eann shook his head. “So maybe there are no different levels of ‘beauty’ as we’re all beautiful in the eyes of E’sul.” Suddenly an image of Eann wearing a wig and a dress appeared in Jhun Ao’s mind, and the pugilist snorted.
Raising an eyebrow at the martial artist, Eann ignored him and continued. “The reason why people pick and choose favourites is simply that we’re made differently and with different tastes, so Barak choosing his Elysian girl over Jhun Ao’s choice is just that he was created with that sort of preference, and nothing to do with stages or levels of beauty.”
“So the answer to ‘Who’s the fairest of them all’ is ‘Everyone’?” Jhun Ao proposed, and the two of them paused to think. Barak answered first though. “Well, the right answer theologically, as Gaius would put it, would probably be ‘E’sul’, since He’s so glorious that mortals would die looking at his face.”
Eann, however, grinned. “Nope.” He said, a glint of trouble appearing in his eyes. “I still think that Chiatze girl in black and purple is the best.” His friends immediately laughed and jeered at him, and Jhun Ao shoved Eann playfully.
“Wow, you guys are really having fun, huh?” A feminine voice spoke from behind them, and the three turned as one. Jasmeen smiled at the three men in front of them, and Jhun Ao smiled back at the olive-skinned girl. Once Jhun Ao’s mortal enemy, Jasmeen Llanon was now his constant companion, and though both of them said nothing, it seemed as though they were going to be spending the rest of their lives together.
Tossing her dark hair around her, she stuck her hands out and handed to the pugilist the bags she was carrying. “Here. Carry this for me.” Jhun Ao grumbled good-naturedly, but still took them from the exotic-looking girl in brown.
“I guess you didn’t miss me at all, did you?” The russet-haired Ami Byrnes teased the mage who was standing to his feet, her hazel eyes shining with cheekiness. Barak didn’t say anything, but grabbed the Elysian by her shoulders and drew her into a tight kiss. When he finally let her go, a fine shade of red had covered her face, heavily contrasted against the attractive green dress that she was wearing.
“What was the conversation about? You three didn’t even realise that we had come back from buying all the things we needed.” Serai, oldest daughter of the prestigious Tannhauser family, gave Eann a very quizzical look even as he took her bags in one hand and her right hand in the other. Running a hand through her black hair, as though unconsciously enjoying the silky feel of it, Serai, clad in a respectable sable and lavender outfit, looked utterly bemused.
Eann without hesitation simply smirked and answered her question:
“Bird-watching.”
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This whole series actually was inspired by a little seemingly inane and aimless talk that I had with three particular girls on a bus back from church. Perhaps I was wearing a skirt in their eyes(it does feel that way sometimes), but we spoke about things that most girls (and I) would squee about.
Heavily inspired, and also having had the urge to do a simple four-parter about seasons in general after I got off the bus, I began thinking and planning.
Eventually the Seasons of Love series was birthed in my mind, and immediately I began to start planning, picking and writing notes all the time.
Basically the Seasons of Love series was meant to simply depict the love life of people in general, and show them in different stages or seasons, as the title implies. There is a little symbolism used, but usually it's just good clean fun or contemplation, depending on which season.
Now this particular part was actually in my mind well before the concept of the Seasons of Love, but I never had a chance, the right time and right idea to write this piece out. It just wasn't complete. I always wanted to write about three guys just looking at girls and grading them, as it usually happens in real-life and reel-life, but was just...too empty. Until I realised I could make it a prelude to the Seasons of Love series, something like a trailer as all three guys are still in the casual dating, not yet totally series stage.
Fast-forward to Army life, where you suddenly gain an appreciation for the female sex, even if you hated them before. Almost immediately, I knew what to write, but there was no content. Fast-forward again to the Leaders' Birthday Dinner earlier on Monday, where we caught a glimpse of a certain someone's terribly awesomely photoshopped modeling portfolio.
Some of us laughed, some of us snorted, some of us gaped and most of us just went "Oh man, it looks horrible." I personally thought that was a good indication of how she'd look ten years in the future.
Still, Benjamin and Gordon started talking about how she looks perfectly fine as she is, natural beauty and what not, with the ultimate kicker being the sagely "Inner beauty beats all." as opposed to 'Natural beauty beats all.' ending the debate. Of course, being the smart-ass that I am, couldn't resist but place a particular Bible verse as an appendix.
That quote about 'Natural beauty beats all'? Yeah. That actually happened.
So, already wanting to write a small argument between these three guys about which girl was prettier, and about beauty, this particular incident was like manna from Heaven: divine providence for a writer out of material.
As a disclaimer, all the things that these guys are talking about have nothing to do with their thoughts. I'm just using them as mouthpieces for my own opinions. You'll notice that they all speak the same way, though I'm trying to image them actually saying those words, and editing them so they are their own characters.
For a long time, I've always chided myself for raising my eyebrows whenever I see a girl whose outward appearance doesn't cater to my preference. I'll always say "Dude, you're hardly Takeshi Kaneshiro or Brad Pitt either. God says they're hot. Who're you to say they're not?" But then I'll think: But I don't find them attractive at all? I would be lying if I said they were! And then I'll start thinking about the concept of beauty, and all the worms that come with it when I open up the can.
So this is just a quick reasoning of why Girl A thinks Guy B is sexy but Guy B thinks Girl A is not and yet finds Girl C hot, when Girl C thinks Guy B looks plain but Girl A looks 10x more beautiful than her when God finds Girl A, Guy B and Girl C are all beautiful.
Unique individuals equals to unique preferences, which is why it's so important for someone to find his/her self-confidence and esteem in God.
I didn't deal with cosmetic surgery and inner beauty here because mostly because of writing problems: 1) Cosmetic surgery probably could be done with magic, but I thought it was obvious God doesn't need us to change the way we look unless it's to repair damage from an incident or probably terrible birth defects, such as tumours on the nose, etc and that 2) how do they know the girl has inner beauty when they(seemingly at first) don't even know her?
Now, for those who think they are morons for checking girls out when they have girlfriends: please, go and read it again. Closer this time. If you haven't realised what's going on, you need to study comprehension again:
The three girls that the guys were checking out are actually their girlfriends. As written, Jhun Ao is unbelievably bored to the point that he starts jokingly checking out his girlfriend with Eann and Barak who play along for the heck of it.
There are several clues, most obvious of which are their appearances. I wrote this as a subversion to what guys do in real-life; checking hot girls out while sitting down somewhere to chill. While I have no qualms against guys appreciating and admiring the beauty of other girls, gushing over how hot and sexy this other girl is when you already have a beloved one makes me uncomfortable, unless she's the one who keeps going on about her.
Of course, that could very well mean something else which in that case you may have to do something drastic...
But I digress. As usual, I will be using the guys from my Naekalture-verse as people in the story, so try and guess who're the ones involved. Hehe.
This will be fun.
Thursday, 11 June 2009
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Left for who?
Every castle or keep in the world had a dungeon. It was something that was writ in stone; even if the castle was once a headquarters for what was once known as the E’sul’s Hand of Compassion: the Knights Hospitaller; one of three branches within the enormous entity that was the Knights Imperial. As headquarters to the Knights Hospitaller, this castle once served as a safe refuge for injured or sick men, women and children, where those Imperials called to the life of service and healing committed to healing their injuries and eradicating their sicknesses.
The dungeon was a small affair, consisting of only ten cells, divided into two rows of five by a pathway leading to the warden’s room. It was only used for the worst of criminals; for murderers who found themselves injured by the last efforts of their victims, or those who counted themselves mortal enemies of the Knights Imperial, and would stop at nothing to slay them.
Interestingly, the dungeon was actually connected to a series of underground tunnels leading to the outside of the castle, secretly constructed by one of the former Masters of the Knights Hospitaller to facilitate an evacuation if need be. Of course, that enterprising man never expected his underground tunnel network to end up being an escape route from the outside instead.
A trapdoor suddenly swung open from the middle of the corridor, and a man’s head rose up cautiously, his eyes darting around and nodded once. He quickly clambered out, revealing his massive figure covered in plate armour before offering a hand to the next person, a small, pretty Chiatze woman whose dark eyes scanned the area as she got up, as if unsure of the bigger man’s ability to scout for enemies.
“So, this is it?"
Altogether there were four, two male and two female, bloodstained figures who climbed out of the man-sized trapdoor in the corridor. The man who had initially emerged wore what first appeared to be a light blue tabard, but on a closer look was actually an apron with several handles sticking out of it. The girl whom he had pulled out after him was the smaller of the two women. She had on top of her sleeveless leather breastplate and leggings, a hooded cloak over her, which covered most of her body. Every article she had was black, allowing her to fade into the shadows easily.
"It's a dungeon. What did you expect?"
The speaker was the other man-oldest amongst the four-and unlike the aproned warrior, was both lithe and slender, nearly like a girl. He was similarly covered in silver light plate armour, enchanted for maximum protection with minimum weight. Instead of carrying two large cleavers on his back, there was a finely-crafted longsword which hung by his side.
"I don't hear any zombies around here. I guess we're safe; for now..."
Just next to him, stood a tall, long-haired lady whose grey robes were so spattered with gore that less than a quarter of her clothing remained that colour. She was very pretty, though exhaustion and lack of proper rest, evidenced by the shadows under her eyes, marred her beauty in no small way.
The four of them shared many things in common, all of them were Chiatze, as well as members of E'sulian group, Naekalture.
"Martilas, can you please stick together?" The black-clad female growled as knives suddenly flashed into her hands. "We can hardly afford you running off and getting yourself killed without any of us to help."
Martilas guffawed, "It'll take a lot more than a bunch of brainless undead to kill me."
"No, they can't kill you. They'll just make so many holes in your body, force me to use up all my spiritual energy healing you, and then cause the rest of us to die." The older man commented dryly.
Martilas blinked, before grinning again. "It's not so bad now, is it Gaius? I can heal myself. You're not the only paladin in this room."
"The difference between me and you," Gaius narrowed his eyes. "Is that you spend nearly all your power on rushing into the next group of undead minding their own business, leaving me to heal everyone else."
"Alright, enough! We're wasting time here talking." The black-clad woman interjected with a hint of annoyance in her voice. "Laeia, you ready to go?"
Laeia, whose eyes had been closed, now opened them and nodded. "I'm okay, Jolina." She then pointed at the door. "Let's go."
The four of them then moved as one, with Martilas in front, and Jolina next, followed by Laeia and finally Gaius. They quickly moved into the warden's room, which was empty as well, and found a huge stash of different items.
First was the abundant amount of concentrated holy oil. Or rather, the nearly absurd amount of glass vials of it. Unfortunately, each of them could only carry one of those, due to the lack of carrying space-which Gaius complained about not having his bag along for it.-though it was probably a good thing.
Concentrated holy oil had the propensity to combust when in contact with any sort of tainted air, which the entire region was probably filled with. That meant that once broken, the oil would simply ignite, unleashing holy fire on whatever the oil made contact with.
Concentrated holy oil also had the property of burning even non-evil beings, due to the presence of Juui in every part of Creation. All four of them had had the unfortunate experience of getting scorched by its flames, and had no intention of being burnt again.
That was probably why only Martilas carried any vials with him. Gaius instead carried tiny crystals that he imbued with the holy power of the Lifelight. Its was odd, but somehow the crystals attracted the attention of the undead more than anything else. They would run, chase and surround it, as if drawn like moths to a flame.
They died too, like moths in fire; the crystals would eventually explode, releasing a nova of holy energy, incinerating any zombie caught in the blast. It was far less dangerous than the oil vials, and a lot more useful, in Gaius' opinion.
"Epver wonder why they'd have so many knives and weapons right in front of the dungeon cells?" Laeia asked. Jolina said nothing, only choosing to slip as many knives as possible into her cloak, having exhausted nearly all of them earlier on. The assassin was accurate, taking down every zombie she sunk a knife in with one throw, but she was too disgusted and tired to keep retrieving her knives. Besides, there was an abundance of leftover weaponry from the Knights Hospitaller's previous occupation.
When they were finally done, they exited the room, by climbing a winding flight of stairs, illuminated by a floating ball of light over each of their heads.
Outside, they found themselves in a huge courtyard, stretching for about a hundred metres from one end to the other. The actual keep building-where they had to get to- was all the way across from where they were.
Between them however, were groups of zombies roaming the courtyard aimlessly, numbering in what seemed to be nearly a hundred. The four of them froze, not knowing what to do at first. Then a zombie standing fifteen feet away from them turned head in their direction.
For a moment, the zombie seemed not to react. As one, they held their breath.
Then he snarled, and the other nine zombies turned to face them.
"Oh crap." Was the last thing Gaius said when all of them broke into a run towards them, snarling and growling.
Martilas had already reacted way back then, charging into the group with his cleavers raised and swinging. Even before Laeia raised her hand to unleash her magic, the chef paladin had already decapitated two of them.
Very swiftly, three knives followed his lead, thudding into the decaying skulls of three zombies who immediately crumpled to the ground. The remaining four leapt onto Martilas, attempting to swarm him, but all that happened was them getting sliced and chopped up into several smaller pieces.
This attack caught the attention of the rest of the groups, and they came, one bunch after another, all seeking to rend and tear the four of them to pieces.
Gaius lifted his left hand, and pointed his both index and middle fingers at the oncoming bodies. Summoning the power of the Lifelight from within, he fired bolts of holy power at them. Golden bolts of light ripped into the zombies, sending them sprawling to the ground.
While Martilas' charge had dented the force of the attacks, he became like a rock in the middle of a river, and the zombies not trying to kill the cleaver-wielder swarmed around him, sweeping towards the three.
Gaius and Jolina continued to down as many zombies as they could, shining volleys of holy bolts burning holes and barrages of knives flying through the air, and yet the horde of undead continued to rush at them, albeit lessened in number.
Then Laeia raised her hands, facing her palms towards the oncoming zombies. Immediately, a roar sounded in their ears as the wind suddenly seemed to explode around them. Cutting winds burst forth from Laeia's hands, and they sliced through the zombies as effectively as any well-sharpened blade.
The undead died by the tens, struck down by cleaver, knife, holy power or razor wind. By the time they finally reached the three friends, there were only five of them left. They were easily dispatched by Jolina, whose flashing long knives cut open throats and removed limbs far too easily.
"Anyone hurt?" Gaius asked, his eyes examining both women. They shook their heads.
"I am!" Martilas called several feet before them. Despite his skill with his cleavers, he had still sustained quite a number of bruises from the horde.
"I guess not. Let's carry on." Gaius shrugged, pointedly ignoring the rotund chef. He carried on, motioning for the two women to follow him. Martilas blinked, then started to bluster, his hands waving in the air frantically.
Gaius remained impassive, nonchalantly striding across the courtyard, and briskly entering the keep. Jolina and Laeia simply glanced at each other and laughed before following him in.
Martilas continued to blab, his voice increasing in pitch as he ran after his friends. As he moved through the doorway, a ball of golden light suddenly slammed into him and he fell back out into the courtyard. However, instead of burning holes in his chest like it did the zombies, the scratches on his face closed up instead, and the chef grinned.
"Thanks Gaius!" He yelled, and went in after his friends.
******
I've been on a dry spell in writing lately.
Maybe it's because of my little issues. Or even the possible loss of my Gift. You know; stop using it and you lose it?
I don't know. I haven't even been able to finish a single chapter of my latest 7-parter.
I wrote this a long time back; when I thought I had time, energy, and discipline.
Couldn't even finish this back then too. Decided to just toss it out here after finding it; can't even add to it no more.
I need a recharge. Don't get me wrong; Encounter was great. But this is going to take something else; something spectacular on a daily basis, something that it'll turn me into someone else.
Someone whom nobody else will recognize; and only He who sees us as we are destined to be will.
Until then, you'll just have to settle for broken ol' me.
Friday, 27 February 2009
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in all her bloody glory
The night air tasted of blood, its metallic tang causing his face to be twisted in a grimace. Gaius hated it.
Surveying the bodies around him, the paladin placed his hands on his hips and sighed. Jerking his longsword from the corpse in front of him, the Chiatze swordsman began cleaning it on his fallen foe's clothes.
Just as Gaius was about to finish wiping the blood from his weapon, a soft squelch and a woman's moan came from behind him. Giving the sword one last look before rising, Gaius turned around with a flat look on his face, knowing all too well what he would see.
The sight of a blonde Elysian woman in a grey silk dress greeted his eyes with her back against a young Chiatze lady, who looked to be barely past her teens. Her slender arms were wrapped around the Elysian's waist, and judging from the ecstatic expression on the woman's face, no one would think them anything but lovers.
Gaius knew better of course. The black-haired lady had her mouth clamped over right side of the Elysian's neck, and while it still could have been mistaken as overenthusiastic nuzzling, that illusion was quickly wiped away by a rivulet of blood winding down her chest.
"How's it taste?" Gaius asked with a bored expression on his face. The young lady withdrew from her victim and released her hold, allowing the Elysian to crumple to the ground.
"Very interesting." She commented, wiping bloodstains from her lips. "This is my first female vampire, and I must say, she tastes a little bit like cherries. I wonder why?" Her tongue slowly licked her upper lip once. "I think I liked it."
"I'm sure you did," Gaius said dryly as he watched the dead vampires around them begin to decomposing at varying, but high speeds around them. "The question is, why did they attack you, Krystyn?
"I'm a vampire, and vampires have enemies. Either they kill me, or I kill them. Easy." She shrugged in reply, her blood-stained white dress sliding up and down her cream shoulders.
Gaius knew that wasn't necessarily the case. Still, it was a good thing they'd attacked as they had; he had just arrived outside her little house on the grassy hill when they had shown up, swift moving figures whose dark taint he had already been able to sense before they were in sight.
Fortunately for the both of them, there had been only seven of the bloodsuckers and none of the attackers were anywhere close to matching the physical prowess of Krystyn or his own spiritual might. It hadn't been easy though. They weren’t very strong, but the way they moved gave him the impression that they had some skills at least. Krystyn had been scratched quite a few times, while he nearly had his throat ripped out by the last of the attackers.
He remembered all too clearly what happened that the attackers had leapt into their lines of sight. Both paladin and vampire had swept into a dance immediately, her fingernails stretching into razor-sharp claws while he had drawn his sword and attacked in a single motion.
Gaius’ movements seemed awkward and ill-fitting, but as he danced through the Chiatze-based sword styles and forms, it seemed as though his spiritual power grew greater and greater. He had managed to remove one of them purely because he was too slow to avoid the decapitating blow that was part of his dance, before continuing to flow through his forms, seeking to reach the climax.
Krystyn however, wasted no time. She danced beautifully, elegantly as though she had been born just to do so. Spinning and swerving around her fellow vampires, she dodged what could have been fatal blows and simply sustained small cuts and scratches while dealing out death with her terrible claws.
Then Gaius finished his first set of forms, and all of a sudden it was as if the air turned to thickened honey around them. The crux of his Chiatze-influenced sword style was that unlike other direct sword styles which focused on overwhelming and killing the enemy with skilful attacks, it focused on increasing and amplifying the spiritual power of the swordsman.
Gaius happened to have a lot of it in the first place, and the first set of his forms, while the easiest to execute and also the weakest, already increased the might of his powers by at least three times. Simply by releasing all of that stored up power around him, he was able to cause whatever was in the area around him suddenly feel like a huge force was pressing against them on all sides. It was something from which no normal enemy would be able to move, let alone escape.
From that point, it was easy for him to just finish them off. One however managed to break free of his power though, and attempted to split him in half with an oversized axe. The paladin simply swayed, and sliced the tendons in the vampire’s leg, and as it fell onto the floor, had simply finished him off by plunging his sword downwards into the fallen man’s solar plexus.
"You do know that if I hadn't been around, you would have died pretty horribly right?" He calmly remarked as he sheathed his longsword. The vampire laughed in reply.
"Oh don't make yourself out to be some sort of supreme swordsman, will you? I know your abilities very well, and even if you weren't here, I would have still killed all seven of them myself." She waved him off dismissively until he spoke again, this time with a mischievous tone.
"But would you still have survived the battle?" Obsidian eyes met dark brown, and her only answer was a sheepish smile.
He grinned knowingly back, and the two friends shared a laugh. When they were done, Gaius looked her over.
She was shorter than he was, as most girls were, and her figure was slender, to the point of being skinny. Krystyn was no fantastic beauty, but she wasn't bad on the eyes either, with creamy smooth skin, black hair streaming down on her shoulders and large eyes that sparkled every time she laughed.
Clad in that simple white dress of hers, her own neck was revealed for others to see. Was it a chalenge to others of her kind, he wondered, to see if they could take the blood from her undead body? Or simply just an open invitation, a sign of trust, to those she considered friends?
Either way he couldn't help staring at its sleek outline, and mildly wondered what how it would feel beneath his lips and tongue, his teeth sinking and breaking past her soft skin...
"Enjoying the view?" Her voice broke past his reverie, the gentle mockery and amusement in it causing him to blush. Too late, he had forgotten to guard himself against the preternatural, seductive charm of the vampire. Quickly he sought forgiveness, and E'sul was quick to grant it, though also with a touch of bemusement. Drawing deeply from the Lifelight within him, he covered himself in a physically invisible aura of protection against such influences with a quick prayer.
“A golden aura! How pretty!”
It was not so for Krystyn, of course. A vampire of her powers would be able to see whatever happened in the spirit realm easily, unless it was concealed or hidden in some way or another. A thought struck Gaius, and his eyes narrowed. Then, opening the eyes of his spirit, he now Saw Krystyn again.
This time, he could see very obviously the darkened red tones of the seducing vampiric aura pouring heavily from her, and flowing around his own protective aura like a river streaming around a rock. “You had it turned on the whole time, haven’t you?” Gaius accused with a slightly annoyed expression on his face.
Wrapping her arms around herself, she tilted her head and winked.
“Took you long enough, Aiden.” Krystyn replied, a smug smile on her face.
Gaius scowled. Then he looked away and his lips quirked upwards. Even after such a long time, the girl hadn’t changed at all. "You still really like torturing me, don’t you?" He sighed as he bowed his head, and she laughed, a bubble of pure joy bursting forth. Her eyes gleamed with mischief as she sashayed over to him, and bent in front of him to get a closer look at his face.
“Yes, I do. And you still like it, don’t you?” The vampire smiled cheekily as Gaius flushed, his usually pallid face suddenly tinged with a dusting of rose. “Whatever.” He quickly looked away and schooled his face into a bored expression. “I didn’t come here for this.”
“Oh come now, whatever happened to the lovesick boy I had to always take care of, hm?” Krystyn teased, and Gaius’ expression darkened. “That boy died a while ago.” An image of a hazel-eyed warlock smiling cheerfully appeared in his mind, and it took no small amount of pain to get rid of it. It vanished, only to have an older memory of another pop up in his mind. “And if I hear any mention of...” He hadn’t finished his sentence, but she already knew what he was referring to.
“How boring.” She sighed, and tossed her hair. “Fair enough, my soul-linked friend. Whatever brings you to my humble abode?” Krystyn looked over at her little cottage and smirked. “Would you like to have some tea? Coffee, perhaps? Or would you like...” She looked into his eyes again, and smiled coyly.
Gaius didn’t even let her finish. “I’d like to know why there have been so many sightings of vampires recently. I know your kind usually like to keep to themselves, and usually not draw attention, but the town we last visited was completely sucked dry.” The paladin had no need to say what exactly had it been sucked dry off.
At this, her playful expression immediately stilled to seriousness. “So you’re here to know about that? Well, you came at a good time. All these vampires here?” She gestured with her hands, and his eyes followed their movement, only to see nothing left. The dead bloodsuckers had all disintegrated into thin air.
“Well, all those vampires that were here at least,” She shrugged. “All belonged to a particular faction of vampires.” Krystyn crossed her arms beneath her breasts, and yawned. “I don’t have the details, but it seems that there has been a group of extremely powerful vampires gathering as many of my kind to them to form an army for something important.” The paladin’s eyebrows rose at this revelation, and Krystyn giggled. “They invited me three times actually. The first two times they tried to ask me nicely, while the third time they just dragged me away by force.”
Her dark eyes then turned to where the corpses of her attackers had been before. “Obviously, it didn’t work. I’m guessing this fourth group wanted to make sure I didn’t get in the way of anything they were planning.”
Gaius had crossed his arms as well, already in deep thought about what an army of vampires could do. While it wasn’t practical, as vampires couldn’t really travel in the sun, by night they were terrifying monsters that could rip anything that came their way apart. Added to the fact that there was going to be an army of them...He wasn’t sure if all the E’sulian orders combined together could even outmatch them.
Unless of course, they called on the help of the vampires’ ancient enemy: The Knights Imperial.
Realising he’d been ignoring her while he was thinking, Gaius turned to face Krystyn, who by now had a relatively peeved look on her face. She was slightly annoyed and yet amused at the same time, Gaius knew. He wasn’t really sure how he did, but he knew.
They’d always had a good connection with each other, long before he had been knighted and ordained as a paladin and she, Turned into a Daughter of the Blood. Back then, the both of them rarely saw each other, and yet clicked together better than friends whom they would see every day.
“You have to get back soon, I suppose?” Krystyn asked him, her knowing eyes already deducing what he was planning to do. Gaius shrugged in resignation. It wasn’t as if he didn’t want to spend more time with her. They both just had commitments to deal with, and their own callings to face.
She bit her lower lip. “I don’t understand why you still go back to that bunch. After all, all they’ve done is to-” He cut her off again. “Hey, at least they don’t try to kill me if I don’t join them.” Krystyn opened her mouth as if to say something, but stopped and shrugged again.
As Gaius prepared himself to leave, Krystyn waved at him while wearing a wistful smile, and wasn’t too sure if he didn’t wear the same expression on his own visage. The paladin was about to turn when suddenly her voice drifted over to him.
“You know, I could always make you stay.”
A chill went down his spine. Vampires were known for their incredible powers of coercion as well as subversion; to magically convince a person of their choosing to do whatever they wanted them to do. While a person of incredibly strong will could fight it off, usually the victim fell into doing whatever the vampire wanted as if it was a desire of their own.
He glanced over at her, and saw Krysten, not as she usually appeared in her usual human form, but in all her bloody glory. Dark spiritual energy poured out of her like water rushing from a broken dam, and such was the magnitude of her power that she had begun to float, her white bare feet rising several inches off the ground. From where she stood, the grass all around her began to slowly wither and die as though they had contracted the blight. The withering slowly began to spread outwards, like an ever expanding circle of death.
Krysten’s eyes was no longer black, but a glowing crimson red, her pupils black dots of darkness swimming in blood. He couldn’t tell if she was grinning or snarling, because her fangs now showed like he’d never seen before.
Most of all, Gaius could feel the darkness of her presence alone drawing him towards her, cracking tiny gaps in his protective aura, and seeping into his body. For a split second he wondered if he should just let go of it, and just see what would happen to him. Then he retaliated.
Calling upon the inexhaustible and unlimited power of E’sul, he summoned every bit of holy power into himself, and he felt the Lifelight flare up within him. Power divine filled every part of his body, and he felt as though he was an empty glass being filled to overflowing.
It wasn’t water that he was filled with though. It was all-consuming, unquenchable fire.
A tangible golden aura covered the paladin from head to toe, and his eyes shone like two enormous stars in the night sky. Holy energy flowed out from his body, and suddenly the spread of the blight was contained, and then it began to shrink, as dry and withered blades began to gain strength and take on a healthy green colour again.
This continued for awhile, with both of them staring into each others’ eyes. In the end, after several minutes of maintaining their level of spiritual release, they both stopped releasing their power, and within a few seconds, the vampire and the paladin looked normal again.
At least, as normal as two best friends; one, a woman who walked the wide and winding road of the Night and the other, a man who travelled on the straight and narrow path lit by the Lamp, could be.
*******
For my dear friend, who, during the first time we spoke online, said I could confide in you whenever I couldn't do so with my usual friends.
You have fulfilled that a hundred times over. Thank you.
I should invite you to play the Game with us.
Anyway, this is a first update in a very, VERY long time.
I haven't been able because I've been largely busy with Army, and other miscellaneous things...
Also, there has been a project I've been trying to get started on, but it's so hard to do.
That's the second reason why I've written this...for a warm up of sorts.
Also, I have NOT joined the vampire bandwagon. I never really liked vampires, and I still don't. Hmm.
I do hope everyone will like the project once it's complete though =)
P.S It's actually Ps.Adrian endorsed, for once. Lol.
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